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美国时间060109，星期一，晚上6点。

虽然对我来说是第二次高中毕业典礼（苦笑- -），却同样重要。

and its done now.

it just ended my 2 years life in Morris Catholic, where i started my American dream.

i guess this was the last time i could be there as a high school student.

and now its all done.

i wore the white gown and cap with the NHS stole, that i got by my efforts and i deserve them. these means much more than what i wore last time.

i walked on the stage with my best smile ,saying "thank u bishop"&"thank u mrs Berg".

i got my SECOND(- -!) high school diploma....

we turned the tossel.

we threw our caps.

we took a lot pictures.

got flowers, gift, and letters from my best korean friends. i love u guys. "QIN JIA" enjoyed the time we spend together and u taught me so many korean words..kkkk......but its not over, we will meet again, definately. GOOD LUCK next year and work hard! best wishes for you<33333

Mrs Novellino, thank you for the planner, dont be sad, once we are your kids, we will always be.....forever. remember my promise and wait for my wedding invitation^^ we will keep in touch! as you said, we are only a email away.....

for everyone, everything, every single memory about MC, now its the time to say goodbye:)

and

Another big part of the graduation time endED....so sad....

im recording this with my poor english cuz i want all my lovely american friends understand it:)

i also posted some pics just to remember these wonderful times!

 

We got on the buses in the morning and headed to the church. the time we spent on the buses was soooo wonderful and peaceful, with gentle breeze on everyone's faces, even though Mrs Norman sat just next to me..haha...

 

Bill had made sandwiches for us. egg+ham+turkey!!! its soooooo nice of u. and u r reaaly good at cooking. im happy u r getting fat now..haha:D

 

We played game in the morning, Yoon almost won~Good Job baby~~I LOVE U!!!

 

Mr Ward read my letter for the class, i still remember what i had written:

"you are my first group of friends in united states

i will never forget you guys

welcome to China

i will let you know what is the real Chinese food!"

seriously, im waiting for u to come and fulfill my promise. im really looking forward to see ur expression while eating the Chinese food in China!^^

 

We watched a slideshow of our class, i found my pic when i was painting outside the gym. it recalled me my first painting, which made me be crazy with it and im sure it gonna be part of my life.

 

We moved to the chapel and got our letters that we had written for each other in Theology class. the letters made me very impressive and surprised. i really regret now that i didnt try more to know u guys better.....T____T

 

The lunch was great, we went out and sat on the grass.....nice and warm sunshine<3

 

Then the saddest activity began....

a CADDICE BALL caused so many tears.....

people's sayings were really impressive to me, i found someting i had never realized for american. i got to know more about their friendships.

if i got the ball, i was gonna throw to a girl whom i didnt know much about. shes a little shy. shes talented in so many things. and during the two years, i had always found sth on her that we are in common. however, i had never taken one step further to her. we even rarely talked. as u said, "i wish i got to know you better." thats really what i think. Kristin King.

 

A lot more to say to my friends that i havent gotten a chance before....

Gloria, Ashley, Karina, Maureen, and a lot other friends,

i love the way you called my name, "OOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~"

ill never forget the prettiest birthday song u sang for me that i even criedT____T

cant believe that we have beening wearing the same shirts, pants, and shoes everyday, walking in the same hall way everyday in the years

we might have sitten on the same seats, woken up at the same time, either gotten on the school bus or driven to school

u might just be the one in front of me on my way to school

there are too much i wanted to say but ive never said....

 

Mr Ward, u are really good at touching people's inner world and also making people cry when they open themselves. you are the best and nicest teacher ever!! im so glad that im in ur Theology class...thanks to ur class, i shared more about myself and got to know others better. ill remember what u said to me at the end of the activity. "u have the most hilarious laugh. i wish i can tape it so i can play it when i say jokes." i consider this at the best praise i can get. there is no other thing that can make me feel more useful and happier. THANK U MR WARD! I LOVE U!!!

 

what people have mentioned most times today is "to be yourself", which i have forgotten after coming to united states. i was worried too much about everything in the new environment and afraid to speak out and show myself. when i realized it, its already too late. i wont let that happen again in college. i will just laugh whenever i want and try to influence people with my laugh.

 

BEST WISHES TO EVERYONE!!!

I WILL DEFINATELY MISS U GUYS!!!

HOPE TO SEE YOU AROUND....

 

19岁生日过去了。很长，很幸福，很不一样。

 

其实一开始并没有期待什么，觉得生日里没有爸妈，没有西瓜，没有亲爱的你们，也就没有意义。

不能轰轰烈烈，就宁可不要。

现在我发现自己想错了，以前的想法太幼稚太任性了，这个生日给了我很多新的体会和感受。

没出息的哭了太多次，太多的感动。

从看见梗的短信开始，眼泪就开始流个不停。

 

中午在食堂好多同学给我唱生日歌，很大声。

可我居然很丢脸的哭了。

歌声让我想起想念的你们，心里一直压抑的委屈和自欺欺人都涌出来了。

我真的从心底被这群新朋友感动了。不同的信仰，不同的交友方式，但却是相同的爱。

米果子真的很甜。

"We are your american friends" "We all love u"

我在美国的第一群朋友，你们让我想记住你们，你们变成我生命里的彩色感动。

 

晚上舅舅舅妈给我做了一桌好吃的，还有青岛啤酒，哈哈，喝进肚子里的时候真的很满足，让我觉得很真实。

一大盒可爱的小蛋糕们，因为我之前说想吃cup cake。蜡烛，生日歌，许愿，都齐了。

未曾感受过的不同的家庭温暖，我太幸福太满足了。

舅舅舅妈我很爱你们。

 

晚上HYUN&YOON还给我唱了韩语版的生日歌:)

祝我们周末的旅程愉快！

 

很神奇的一件事，今天刮飓风把学校挂坏了，连警察都来了，所以明天就不用去学校了，加上下周的president day，5 day weekend!!!!我就当成是给我的生日礼物了。

尽情地享受吧！

 

爸爸妈妈妹妹给我发了很长的短信，虽然只是屏幕上的文字，让我感受到满满的爱和鼓励，在我前进的路上一直支持我。走到哪我们都是一家人。

 

我最爱的朋友们，你们所有的祝福我都看到并且感受到了。虽然是一句小小的“生日快乐”或者一个祝福的电话，你们在忙碌的生活中能够停下脚步想起我和那些快乐的回忆，这些就足够了。祝愿你们都能顺利的走下去，当你们累了，受伤了，需要我的时候我都会站在你们身边。

你们是我生活最重要的组成部分，希望你们也能感受到我的爱，永远不要怀疑。

 

刚刚给老爷打了电话，说现在腰不疼了，不让我担心。一定要继续好的心态，多吃饭，多说话。老爷在我心里永远是最帅的！

 

现在我19岁了。新的阶段，我要有好的变化。给你信心，减少你的烦恼。

不想再听到你的叹气声，不想你再失望。不想说这些话的时候自己都会觉得底气不足。

我很清楚的知道，我的幸福少了你就不完整。

 

GRACE，姐姐的福杯今天满了，溢出来，分给我最爱的你们和读到这里的朋友。

 

停下脚步，我发现自己被爱包围着。这就是最好的生日礼物。

im sooooooooooooooooooo excited!!!!!!!!!

cant believe it already the end of the year....

Mrs. Novellino, Hyun, Yoon, Nagomi, Bill, and Steph....

i ll mis u allllllllllllllllllll

enjoy ur holiday=]

see u after the summer guys~~~

 

我想这是最漫长的一年，长到我不敢相信明天就要坐上回家的飞机，再吃晚饭时就能呼吸到熟悉的海水味。

好久没这么兴奋过了，有点找不着北了，好久没有在街上大喊了，好久没有跟你们勾肩搭背肆无忌惮的笑了。

回想这一年的煎熬和种种插曲，是不是又长大了....

开始控制不住地叹气，也顾不得是不是减寿

开始习惯每天放学回来坐在电脑前直到睡觉

开始不喜欢出门

开始逼不得已的自言自语

开始变得不真实....

 

也有小小的开心

舅舅舅妈让我体会到另一种家庭模式，夫妻之间也是可以和睦的。

舅舅做的饭很好吃，我也借机锻炼了很多。

舅妈笑起来会跟我一样大声。

我每天饭后都会刷碗，幻想着以后我不在了舅舅舅妈是不是也会在饭后时想起我。

喜欢家里的烘干机，不用再抱着大堆大堆又湿又重的衣服一件件晾得老高。

拿到驾照时的心里特甜，想到明年就可以开车上学，可以想去那里去哪里。

还有满意的成绩。

 

又快到7月一号了，快要一年纪念了。

是你陪我走过这艰难的一年，无时无刻给我依靠。

你是我生命里最大的奇迹。

我爱你。

 

一切都还没完呢，希望明年的这个时候我们能更开心。

暑假快乐！

今天对同学和老师说得最多的一句话：HAPPY NEW YEAR! 弄得每个人都一头雾水...“today is chinese new year~”哈哈

不过心里还是极度不平衡.....零点的时候居然坐在教室里T___T大过年的除了上课就是考试....好想回去...好想跟大家一起热闹...好想跟西瓜一起过年....哇~~~~~~~

回来~刘晓欧你给我现实点！OH YEAH~

 

mid-term过去了，第一个semester的成绩还算不错，GPA过4了。这个quarter终于principal honor，混到一顿免费早餐~HOHO~~

紧接着就第二个semester了，不给休息的orz....英语开始读小说~脑袋大........刚开始新学期居然这么多功课...

我的sat,toefl,ielts......我的神.....

kill me~kill me~~sheitesheitesheitesheitesheitesheitesheite.............

 

讲主题！过年啦！过年啦！！过年啦啦啦啦啦啦！！！

鼠年大吉，大利，大大卷！！你旺，我旺，大家旺！！汪汪~~~~想小口臭了55555.....

 

早上睁开眼发现手机里居然有好多短信....心里暖洋洋的:)

真的谢谢你们..虽然不方便回..但是你们的祝福我都收到了！

爸爸妈妈小不点，大豆，安子，维玮，大头，乌龟，刘漓，家家(这个名字比较诡异- -`)，聪明，座位....

就在这里送给你们同样美好的祝福.....

阿拉最最最最最最最爱的还赖在被窝里的小西瓜和郑爸爸郑妈妈

好久米联系可是永远都那么亲的梗爸爸

忙着学意大利语的青妈妈

陷入恋爱幸福的悠悠姐

成天神出鬼没的康康姐

同样漂泊在海外的战友们，记得吃饺子噢

正在享受难得假期的辛苦奋斗的同学们

大伯大妈姑姑姑父....猪头大队长以及猪头二猪头三....

老爷舅舅舅妈路路哥哥和小乐乐....

最亲的王阿姨，张伯伯，小胡阿姨，盖阿姨，赵伯伯....关心照顾我的叔叔阿姨伯伯们

和所有沉浸在春晚的欢乐祥和中的祖国同胞

.......

让我们一起昂首挺胸向前迈进！踏平2008！！！！！！！

 

今天又是小西瓜生日了...好久没这样叫你。

今天又不能给你过生日...心里有多想去跟你一起吃饭...小煤球肚子饿了....55555

送你的小手铐也被落在家里了...呜.......会不会被小口臭叼走类?

小可爱一个人躲在被窝里...祝你生日快乐。

幻想着你现在吃饭的样子....幻想着你的脸..能出现在我面前....

我爱你。

这里现在31号晚上，星期三，天黑了~~刚吃过晚饭，舅舅舅妈说会有来要糖的小孩子:)下午我拿了一大袋巧克力放在门口^^目前还没有人敲门....

可是一点精神也米有...感冒了orz....现在一低头就是一大锅醋在我眼前....总之感冒的各种症状一一出现T_____T我好像总是过段时间就要生个什么病- -``想起以前大舅舅说我:"你是不是哪个月不来医院投资一回心里痒痒~" 狠毒...

学校的同学都在讨论着今天晚上的各种行动，事实上一个月之前就开始了- -``开心地说着各自的costume~放学在校车上同学还问我晚上去不去"treak or trick"，我说不。

说实话很想去要糖的，地球人都知道我对糖类情有独钟*____*可是我只想你领我去....那会是多久以后呢?肯定很开心很开心的哈哈~捧着大把大把的糖果钻到你怀里...呜呜...好幸福....

 

来美国的第一个Halloween在病魔的折磨中度过......神哪~~~~

已经这样了就再来一句~明天考历史~~Oh,Yeah......

 

啊...我听到窗外"treat or trick"的声音了....